i feel like i've been neglecting the blog, but i haven't had a lot to say that wasn't obvious. so i guess the obvious shall be stated, if only to fill space.

it's almost been a year. sometimes i think about last summer, and i remember things that feel like they were yesterday. sometimes i think every month has felt like a year, and i can hardly remember what it was like before.

i miss him. sometimes it's a physical pain in my stomach and sometimes i feel sick with it. sometimes it's just regular sad. i always used to question the phrase "not a day goes by that i don't think of (insert whatever here)" because i never thought of anything with that kind of consistency till now.

but yeah, not a day goes by...